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[Apr. 3rd, 2006|09:12 pm] |
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I have absolutely no room in my life for bullshit. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2006|09:02 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | song lyrics | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the ballad of ira hayes/johnny cash | ] |
One Of These Days
One of these days I'm going to get it together
Gonna buy a watch gonna get it together
Stop wasting time
One of these days I'm gonna get out of bed
I'm gonne turn off the TV
Gonna raise the dead
Raise the dead
One of these days when I fall in love
It won't fall apart like it always does
One of these days I'll forget about you
Take out the trash that's what I'll do
One of these days and it'll be real soon
I'm gonna kick some ass
gonna clean my room
Sometime soon
One of these days I'm gonna touch the sky
Like that awful song
" I Believe I Can Fly"
I believe I can fly
One of these days you'll be so sorry
Sorry that you let it slip away
One of these days I just won't care
If you're sorry anyway
One of these days I'm gonna get it together
Gonna be on time
I'm gonna get it together
Stop wasting time
One of these days I'll accept the fact
I'm not getting any younger
And I can't go back
Can't go back
One of these days when I fall in love
It won't fall apart like it always does
One of these days I'll forget about you
Take out the trash that's what I'll do
One of these days I'm gonna stop saying one of these days
One of these days I'm gonna stop saying one of these days
One of these days I'm gonna stop saying one of these days |
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| A bit morbid for a first post...but... |
[Feb. 9th, 2006|11:41 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Deftones/lucky you | ] |
Between January 11th and February 4th I have had two people close to me pass away.
My best friends dad passed away from cancer and then a couple of weeks later a childhood friend of mine committed suicide.
Cancer is a bitch. It not only takes away your health, but it steals away sooo much dignity. It is so unfair for a man who worked so hard all of his life to have to die from such an evil disease. I considered this man my second father...and I've never been so paranoid of losing my own real father as I am now. I always thought that Ivan was invincible...
I don't even know if I have it in me to write about Brett...it's been all over the news, all over the state. I'm someone who fights mental and emotional demons. I am someone who goes on and off of medication (recently off again..the withdrawals were the worst yet). I am someone who struggles to get out of bed in the morning...but I cannot fathom taking my own life. I could never do that to my friends and family. I couldn't imagine being that desperate, that lonely, and that afraid. I hope and pray that I NEVER have to lose someone this way again..ever.
They say these things happen in 3's...
So I can't help but wonder...
Who's next?
creepy. |
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